I want to drop out of school soooooo bad, if i do, what jobs will i be able to get?

I have no motivation, I haven’t since 3rd grade. I’ve seen therapists and many school councelors. I have had LOTS of help but things still stay the same. I have all F’s now and I’m in virtual school, I had leave public school because I got into too much trouble and they didn’t want me there anymore. I’m not going to pass virtual school and it’s only been the 3rd week and they want me to stop doing there virtual stuff and go to a different school, another public school. I have no motivation I’m going to drop out everyone says my life is just being wasted so I should just kill myself since I”ll be a nobody. My mom even says I’ll be a nobody as well as my “freinds” so if I drop out, what else can I do for a job that’ll atleast support me for a car payment, house payment, and food. By the way I’m 14 years old and failed 7th grade once almost twice I’m now in 8th grade. Going to fail, again,.
Stay in school and do WHAT? Fail all my life? Keep hopping schools because they don’t want me anymore?